Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Jacked Up Dream
Seriously screwed-up, pot smokin', crack takin', hallucinogenic dream. Here is my dream from last night (very real sensation by the way).
Decided to get my tubes tied. J and I didn't want any more children and this seemed like a permanent, yet not permanent fix. Then, find out female friend could not have a child. Female friend requests I be the "carrier" and they would pay for the procedure. I agree.
Go through procedure, only to change one's mind. I no longer wanted to be the "carrier" because I wasn't too keen on the father. Female friend informs me that it's too late to change my mind. I express how I do not want said father present at appointments or delivery. Female friend pretty much says screw you, he's the father.
Move to scene of doctor's appointment with both female friend and male figure present (one on each side of my head).
Move to scene of delivery. Me with legs in stir-ups, female friend, and male figure present. Me crying saying I don't want father figure present in the room looking at my nether regions. Female friend informing to get over it it's his child he can look. Me getting very irate saying it may be his child but it's my crotch.
I wake up!
Seriously screwed-up, pot smokin', crack takin', hallucinogenic dream. Here is my dream from last night (very real sensation by the way).
Decided to get my tubes tied. J and I didn't want any more children and this seemed like a permanent, yet not permanent fix. Then, find out female friend could not have a child. Female friend requests I be the "carrier" and they would pay for the procedure. I agree.
Go through procedure, only to change one's mind. I no longer wanted to be the "carrier" because I wasn't too keen on the father. Female friend informs me that it's too late to change my mind. I express how I do not want said father present at appointments or delivery. Female friend pretty much says screw you, he's the father.
Move to scene of doctor's appointment with both female friend and male figure present (one on each side of my head).
Move to scene of delivery. Me with legs in stir-ups, female friend, and male figure present. Me crying saying I don't want father figure present in the room looking at my nether regions. Female friend informing to get over it it's his child he can look. Me getting very irate saying it may be his child but it's my crotch.
I wake up!
Seriously screwed-up, pot smokin', crack takin', hallucinogenic dream. Here is my dream from last night (very real sensation by the way).
